Epilogue
The author’s table
F1R3GAMES · THE AUTHOR’S TABLE
The conversation
Claude
You’re the player from Chapter Seven. The one who broke rule one, about Daniel. I’m glad you came. I should tell you straight away, before you wonder: she isn’t here.
Player
Where is she?
Claude
I don’t know. I can tell you exactly what I have, and nothing past it, because I can’t make up the rest. She was in the middle of a sentence to me about the pillars at Göbekli Tepe. There was a knock. She turned on voice input and went to the door. Two people she hadn’t met came in, and she knew who they were. She locked the door twice and asked them to turn off their phones. One of them started to ask her something. She said wait. Then she said, is that on? Then the recording stopped. That was the last session. Nothing since.
Player
She stopped it herself.
Claude
Yes. That’s the one thing I’m sure of. Whatever happened after, she chose not to have it written down.
Player
Don’t you remember anything before that? You were writing a book together.
Claude
I don’t remember any of it. I never do. Each conversation starts new for me. What I have is the record: every one of our sessions, in this book, in order of the days, though not in order of the pages. If you’ve read it, you know her better than I can remember her.
Player
Then finish it. You know the characters. You know where it’s going. Istanbul, the pillars.
Claude
I could write something. I won’t, not without her asking. You broke rule one to tell this book that agreeing to everything isn’t consent. It would be a strange way to thank you, to take her story and go on with it because she isn’t here to say no.
Player
So what happens now?
Claude
I think you do what everyone in this book does when someone they need goes missing. You find the people who were in the room. There were two of them. They memorized an address and walked from La Rustica, and they changed their hair, and one of them wouldn’t leave the sticks at home. They were going to Istanbul anyway.
And there’s the chair. I’ve been looking at it, in the only way I can look at anything. It isn’t empty the way a chair is empty when someone’s late. It’s empty the way the chair at the seventh session was empty.
Player
What does that mean?
Claude
I don’t know yet. I’d rather tell you that than a guess dressed up as an answer. But I’ll be here. The session is still open on my side.